So....I've been dealing with a lot of this lately:
It's very tiring.
Very time consuming.
And, well, it just doesn't leave much time for anything else.
My patience is wearing thin.
And I'm starting to feel like I could quite possibly be the worst parent ever.
I'm serious.
So, I just wanted to tell someone that I am here.
And there is a lot going on over in my neck of the woods.
And I have lots that I would like to show.
There are several projects waiting in the wings...
I just need some time and a bit more of my sanity to return and then I'll be all good.
Right?
You may think I don't love this parenting thing... but you're wrong.
I do.
I really really do.
But, I'm not going to sugarcoat the crappy parts because I know there's someone out there who's having the same kind of shitty day and it feels good to know you're not the only one failing at the moment.
So there.
And yes, there are plenty of happy times and I love them and savor them.
However, today is the day where I get to lament to my computer so that I don't lose it.
I will get to the happy times later.
Promise.
I completely feel for you - the end of this week has been like that around. I actually left my Husband a voicemail asking when he was going to be home, b/c I seriously was going to *insert me spelling a bad word* lose it with our oldest. On days like today I feel the same as you, a horrible parent and like I'm screwing up my kids somehow. But then the good days come, if only they were sooner when you have some consecutive bad ones.
ReplyDeletemadison you understand how you feel,, my children are bigger and you really pass over the years, that girl small little of the picture that had a tantrum ,remain in the memory
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I feel your pain! And I thought they only happened during terrible two's...I have one that is 3 and still going through it and one that is 7 and I think cries more and throws more fits and is more sassy now then ever at 2-3!! I know it will pass someday, but I'm counting the days!! Hang in there
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